Adam Lambert :D

Happy Birthday DOLL!

wish you totally great birthday,

i hope you read this

:DD

all i want is,

You know me :)

on my 15th birthday, 13 October 2010,

i would say you are my birthday present by the universe,

it so wonderful when i could say,

that night was the first time ever i heard you real well,

before that, i just heard your name,

but never bothered

and i totally regret it :(

adoring you were tough at first,

well, people keep denying it,

i really hate it !

no one around me that adore you like I am,

and some started to label me sumkind like doing a horrible thing :|

well, typical Malaysians,

you might remember how is it when you are doing your concert here,

with all that protest, huh -.-"

and I started thinking,

i'm a freak, i'm weird, i'm different

and almost try to forget you,

just because of those peeps,

but then i heard your amazing voice singing Aftermath

i was like "what the hell am i doing? people gonna talk forever"

i realize that it is my own right, to love or to hate any thing,

and I LOVE YOU!

and now, when people deny you,

I might be mad for a while,

but then i just say that they never gonna know what i see in you,

i started to join twitter and

found that there are so many people just like me

adoring you !

I'm in the community,

that i can talk to, about you,

without feeling strange

and as a Malaysians and a high school students

it really improving my English at the same time,

haha :D

the glamberts are all super duper nice and sweet !

i am not that different actually in the aftermath

this wasn't an inspiring story,

but feeling alone, it wasn't a great thing,

but now, i get over those time :D

this is just a story, how i get to know Adam,

and how i get over it, that's it :)

i just hope you read it,

and know me, 

a sixteen years old girl in Malaysia,

named Ayieda :)